I WANT THIS!!

I followed this link from Sarr's blog and I totally utterly want this!!

They're giving F-R-E-E HANDBAG PEOPLE!!! Oh can you see how excited I am? Everything is FREE! So girls please hit this link. Check it out yer!!

http://www.handbagplanet.com

Last Post

Its 3am and I'm still awake though mataku dah bengkak2 mengantuk.. My brain just cant stop doing its work and resulted me in terkebil2 di tengah malam..in the dark. confirm esok mc!

Nothing is progressing. Life, love, work, money... Its causing me massive headache. I wish to stay off my migrain pills but the pain is simply agonizing.

I quit blogging. This is my last post...

So, I would like to wish you a prosperous Aidil fitri & sorry for all the wrongdoing; be it soulfully or physically; intentionally or unintentionally.


P/S: Does anti depression pill have any side effect?

Never ending shopping

Sejak masuk nye bonus + elaun kasih sayang dari encik abangku + duit claim travel here and there, hidupku dipenuhi shopping bags + kotak kasut! urgh!

Housemates sume tak suke kuar shopping dgn aku coz in the end dorang akan kuar dr kedai-kedai tersebut menjinjit beg2 plastik yang tak sepatutnye atas influence aku.. he he he.. maap ye rakan-rakan.. tak perasan la pulak bakat terpendam aku dlm persuade orang untuk shopping.. huhu

Most of the stuffs yg aku borong kali ni more untuk preparation pegi travelling.. konon-konon nak jimat space la kan.. (alasan je tu)




Green Khakis from Romp... suke part poket2 konon-konon nak letak pasport.. :P


Baby tee from MNG..


Sepasang kurung.. untuk second raya...


Red handbag from Metrojaya.. tak pasal-pasal terbeli nih..


Sandals from Teva... konon-konon nak jalan nanti tak sakit kaki.. alasan lagik...

Aku harus wajib rentikan tabiat shopping aku mulai hari ni................

Complaint

To whom it may concern.

I've just had an extremely unpleasant experience buying at KFC Medan Idaman (03-40251068). I went there for a quick grab of Snack Plate at about 6pm and queued at counter 1 attended by a trainee, Ms. Mazni.

Queuing In front of me was an old lady who wasn't really familiar with KFC products. Ms. Mazni who is supposed to be friendly did not guide the lady properly in choosing her menu. She was rude to her, shouting and irritated most of the customers there.

The same situation happened to me.

My question would be:
1) Is it a new KFC policy to shout at customer and to other staffs in front of customer?
2) Is it your revised policy to throw the chicken into the box instead of placing it nicely?
3) Do you think she's good enough to represent a very famous fast food company with that attitude?

Regards,

Harni Farihah Mohd Safari Lai
+6012.xxx.xxx

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This email was sent to KFC's customer service. Thank you. hikhik.

Full

Weekend is forever full. Since the other 2 housies got back to the house and nobody can stay put for a second, we fill the day with another jalan-jalan activities. Started off my day with sending kodok for a quick service. I brought quit a few hundred bucks since i thought it might cost a lot. To my surprise it costs none! Kui kui kui.. jimat duit gue.. Everything is still in order and kodok is in tip-top condition for me to rempit for balik kampung next week. It has to change a few parts here and there when it hits 40km nanti... Til then, aku joli katak dulu ye...

I then went back to my lovely crib and picked up all my housies for our first activity. We went to visit Azhar & Rina's newborn child. Fatin Bt. Azhar. Short and simple. Bagus la. Tak penat nak isi kotak-kotak bila isi borang. Huhu. Fatin was sleeping and forever sleeping? Dia sikit tak heran dengan suara nyaring aunty-aunty yang datang nih. Huhu. Bagusla Fatin nih. Gempa pun kang silap-silap tak bangun gak pe... Anyway, heartiest congratulations for both of you Azhar & Rina. Semoga bertambah la rezeki anda ye..


Family of Azhar & Rina


Our next stop was Jusco Alpha Angle for an extremely quick groceries, again. Sekali lagi menyaksikan aku dengan housies tolak troli macam robot sebab dah behind schedule. Jalan gi rumah Rina sedikit jauh dan meng-eat up our schedule a bit. he he. Poor time management nih! Anyway, we completed our unfinished shopping at Jusco with me ended up buying nothing! Hoh! Biar betul aku ni. Finally, aku tak beli ape-ape! haha. Aku bangga nih.. hins... hins...

We headed back to our crib for Zohor prayer and dressed up in Red. Our theme for next activity is Red. Macam kumpulan sorak pun ada. Tak pun wanita um-no. kuikui. We waited for Syam & hubby to arrive and meet Nor, Yus & Shawn at their Melati's. We followed Yus' to Fadz's house for another baby-tour.

Fadzrina's has just delivered her second baby named Amna. Ni sorang lagi rakan aku yang letak nama anak dia sepatah je. Bagus2... Her first daughter, Aimi is already 2 years old (sebaya Sara). Amna was playing by herself when we arrived. The moment aunty Yus take Amna, she immediately fall asleep! Haih, dapat bantal dunlop aunty Yus ke Amna.. he he.. Again, congratulations to Fadz & Faizal for the new joy!


Family of Fadzrina & Faizal


We also met Syam's baby, Alya Syafiqah (abaikan ejaan. aku blasah je). She resembles her mama's look 100%. Muka pure Sabah ni bah.. huhu. Matanya sungguh sepet sepertiku. Kena la blaja pakai eyeliner & eyeshadow untuk manusia-manusia sepet ye Syafiqah.. Blaja dengan aunty pun takpe.. hihi.. Syafiqah is 4 months old now and she's an extremely daddy's girl. Memang lumrah anak first pompuan ni jadi anak ayah ye? Hmmm


We have the same eye.. Cumilnye ini budak.. nak!!

Later that day we went Etai's house for Asar prayer while waiting for Itfar. We had our Iftar at Village View @ Bangi in conjunction with Etai's Birthday Celebration. Food was marvelous. We had Siakap 3 Rasa, Kangkung Belacan, Kailan Ikan Masin, Tauhu Sambal (ke ape ye? Tahla..aku tak gemar tauhu so blasah je), Sotong Goreng Tepung, etc..etc.. Sekali lagi menyaksikan mereka-mereka batal diet & aku masih batal arahan doctor jangan minum ais.. Siap blasah tembikai you.. huhu

Oh, gambar belom dapat. Photographer orang lain arini. Bukan akak yus kite.. So, tunggu~~

Disturbed

Aku tau ramai yang dok kutuk-kutuk kat blakang sana questioning on the new image.. Pada yang tak kenal aku before this, this is me. And pada yang dah nampak aku berubah 2 3 kali tuh, this is me jugak. Kalau nak judge aku, please know me personally rather than judging based on pictures. I've tried changing but it's not easy. For those yang paham, aku ucapkan terima kasih sangat-sangat. Tapi pada yang tak paham tuh, lantak kau lah kan. Susah senang aku macam lah ada orang peduli kan?

Like i said in my previous post. Kalau tak suka tengok aksi-aksi gedik aku, sile blah okay? Tak payah tunjuk alim nak bagi nasihat ceramah agama sume tuh. Kang aku bukak mulut puaka aku terus putus hubungan kan? So better not. I wanna enjoy my life while it lasts.

Apa yang aku buat tak semestinya teruk drpd apa yang orang lain buat. Ade ramai lagi yang nampak baik di luar tapi busuk kat dalam. Agree?

Penat!

Hari yang memenatkan! Rase seperti nak ambik cuti seminggu untuk cover rehat.. hehe.. Over!

Semalam tido lambat gile. Borak-borak dengan Aliza dgn Yati dr kul 10 smpai kul 1 pagi. Suzie borak dr dlm mimpi.. awal-awal lagi dah tergolek.. huhu.. Banyak betul kisah yang dibincangkan. Mostly kitorang korek rahsia Aliza on her wedding dream. Well, she already presented her paperworks here. After berborak sakan tuh, aku sambung pulak berborak dengan TMF. At about 2 am baru lah dapat hit the sack.. oh, heaven....

The next day punye plan was to wake up very early in the morning for a spring cleaning. Aku sepatutnye pegi hantar kodok pegi service @ 9am and rush back to the house untuk spring clean bersama-sama. Kul 11 pagi camtu barula dengar sayup-sayup suara Yati kejut aku.. hahaha.. Bangun je terus kemas rumah dalam keadaan tak cukup tido.. Dah masuk Zohor baru la habis keja-keja mengemas kitorang.. I make a quick check with the workshop and been advised to send the car tomorrow morning je.. Arini dah full kak..

Oklah. Since tak jadi pegi service kodok, kitorang terus siap2 pegi shopping. First place in the list was kedai spek. Suzie lost her spek ( abaikan ejaan aku ye) & kitorang yang lebih sebuk kat kedai tu berbanding Suzie.. Last2 aku dengan Yati yang over beli sunglasses baru okay! Yati got herself new CK and aku mcm biase lah, Guess freak! Siap buat instalment gitu. It was totally not in our to-buy list! Tapi apekan daya, naluri perempuan. Pantang nampak sale walaupun ianya hanyalah sunglasses.... *wink*

We then proceed to Carrefour Wangsa Maju for an extremely quick groceries shopping. Tolak troli selaju mungkin coz we are way behind the schedule (yelah, sejam lebih dekat kedai spek aje.. tergedik2 dok try spek.. haha). Dah abis berbelanja tuh, cepat-cepat balik rumah untuk perform Asar. Lepas tu pulak kami terus fetch niece & nephew Aliza untuk pegi Pot Luck Iftar @ Azwa's.

Okay, ni best part. Rumah Azwa dah macam tempat pesta keramaian! Penuh dengan suara-suara nyaring kitorang & gelak ketawa yang tak kontrol langsung! Azwa cooked a delicious Nasi Ayam (aku aim untuk makan 2nd round tapi dh habis..damn!). Manusia-manusia yang lain bawak cake, kuih, roti john, murtabak, pudding, air, etc..etc..etc... Ramai yang batal diet masing-masing dengan juadah yg tersebut di atas. Aku pulak dah ingkar arahan doctor "kurangkan makanan berminyak & ais". Aku sebat ice cream & air berais dengan banyaknye! Haruslah sambung batuk lagi seminggu dua.. huhu.

Malas nk cite banyak-banyak pasal pot luck kitorang. Yang pasti, it was heaven! Orang kate banyak sangat gelak, nanti nangis? he he.. redha je le.. Kalau nak bace stories yang lengkap tentang pot luck tu silela lawat tuan rumah punye blog & jugek yus... Aliza blom update lagi.. tapi soon!

Ni gamba-gamba aku cilok dr Yus.. Layannn...


Gamba sopan..time ni ade yang dah balik dulu dah..


Dah start menggedix..


Control gedix lagi


Finally! Masing-masing tunjuk belang!!! Oh, tingginye aku lompat!

Tengoklah kegembiraan kitorang dengan aksi-aksi cam-whore tuh.. ade banyak lagi aksi gedik tapi terpakse censored... Anyway, thanks to Azwa for organizing it.. memang best lah! nanti jangan lupe janji-janji smlm.. walau dah kawin skali pun, harus ada majlis mcm ni okay?

Okla.. Tomorrow pun full day event.. oh, dh terasa penatnye...

Hatred

Workload has given me less hit lately. I stick to my 8-5 (or 8-4 during Ramadhan) working hours and you cannot find me anymore. I guess since I've been dealing with various "remuneration" issues, I've become very setback in my daily routine. I've stopped showing my true colors and capabilities. I've stopped being the "lady boss" in my department. I've no longer claim myself an iron lady in drilling. I'm no longer a "no" person. I'm all "yes" now. Yes boss.. Yes miss.. Yes mr.. I'm a normal girl, not yet a woman. I'm still my mom's baby. I hunger for her touch and her cuddle. I miss my sister's presence and her crazy thoughts. I'm trembling inside out for my dad's lecture. I kinda miss quarrelling with TMF even though I hate the way we fight (he..he..)

I think I'm all saturated here. In this spot. In this non-moving position. It doesn't bring me to any higher position. Of course it enhances my knowledge but it has exceeded my technical ruler for my current position. I need another task. I need another job. I wanna go out of this skyscraper. I wanna be exposed to the rought water. I wanna be a real drilling engineer.

But I'm still stuck. I'm still here. I'm still waiting for a new manager to replace me. I'm still hoping for midp-October to escape. Though I know it's totally utterly impossible. Why are they not progressing? It's their only main task as reflected in their position but yet it has been the least important task to them. They are supposed to take care of our department growth and welfare. But are they really doing it now? Are you really taking care of my needs? NO! I'm totally de-motivated.

I've think of moving. Moving out of this place. Reaching out to the point where I cannot reach anymore. I love challenges. No doubt I'm currently in the "hot seat" but I don't feel the challenge anymore. I've questioned myself a thousand times. I've discussed with TMF a million times. I'm still here. Unable to reach for any conclusion or settle at any point. I've not done thinking. I'm still considering. I'm still fighting for the last time. If it doesn't favor me, I might re-think of my position now.

Question. Would I be brave enough to take the big step? Would I be tough enough to de-tour? Would I be secured in the new surrounding? I hate uncertainties. I hate being treated remuneration-less. I hate being treated un-equally.

I deserve better. I can earn more.

Do I?

Impian..

(copy from yus..)

1. how old are you?
25

2. are you single?
still single on paper.. but not in the heart..

3. in what age do you think you’ll get married?
always wanted to get married immediately upon graduation tp mcm dh terlajak je?

4. do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
dengan izin-Nya..

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
i don’t hope for the “if not” coz i hate uncertainties.. but, would Johnny depp be accepted?

6. do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
would love to have a combination of Malay + Chinese traditional wedding with all my Malay + Chinese family presence

7.your ideal motif?
off white for akad.. maroon + gold for reception

8. where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Venice.. also to complete my tour in Europe... bleh sayang? He he

9. how many guests do you think you’ll invite?
Mak indicated around 1000pax.. my own guests would be 1/5 of it? I dunno.. no idea.. i don’t count how many friends i have, yet.

10. do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
simple but mak would love to have an extravagant one..

11. do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
follow the adat la..

12. how many layers of cake do you want to have?
frankly speaking, this item slipped off my mind until my bf asked what kind of cake are we gonna have.. is it a must? To have a cake? He he.. aku sungguh tak tau!! Erm, 1 layer dah la kot.. a blueberry one or black forest ke.. full with toppings untuk menjilat jari.. hmm, over plak.. buat pulut kuning dh la kot? Ha ha

13. do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
my home.. dah merasa my sis’ reception both at home and hotel.. i don’t like protocols.. sucks!

14. when do you want to get married, evening or morning?
always wanted to have akad nikah at night with reception held the next day.. but that would cost more and quite inconvenient for the groom’s family.. so,maybe buat sekali harung je kot? Senang cite.. he he

15. you’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
outdoor.. semak rumah mak aku nanti..

16. do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
disambut paluan kompang..

18. name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
i haven’t think of it.. mak would like to hire a group of gamelan (kot? Aku taktau group apa yg mak nak panggil). That group will play traditional songs..perhaps ade selawat utk nabi jugak kot..

19. are you a morning person or a night person?
neither? I hate waking up in the morning and also hate to stay up late.. tapi tepat kul 8 je mata aku celik.. haih..

20. do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
light pls...

21. what age do you want to get married?
same as answer no 3..

22. describe your ideal husband/wife.
someone with the name of tengku mohd fauzi.. who has it all..

23. do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Normal spoon & fork/knife.. Xkan nk melantak dpn bakal mertua kan

24. champagne or red wine?
warm water?

25. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
latter.. would love to settle down at our own house first before enjoying the honeymoon..

26. money or hosusehold item?
both (can i have a wish list??)

27. who will pay for the bills?
joint account

28. are you ready for married life?
i’m preparing for it.. wont say that i’m ready since i haven’t been in that position before..

29. do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
yupe

30. will u always be true to your wife/husband?
insyaAllah. Will do my best

31. how many kids do u like?
i wanted 4, he wanted 2, maybe we settle on 3.. depends on rezeki..

32. a new house for a newly wed or an old one?
newly purchased house..

33. will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
diamond!

34. what kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
up to mak to decide.. i don’t mind at all..

35. will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
definitely! sayang, we need to buy slr + dvd-cam la camni.. he he

36. whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
SUZIE!!! Walaupun dia takde blog tp aku nak tau gak! also, encik TMF.. jgn la asyik up to me je.. saye pun nk tau ape impian awak.. ye sayang? Hik hik..

Also, nak tau wedding bespren gue.. emmot! Aku tau hang dok baca nih.. wajib ada post ni dkt blog hang ok? Asyik2 cita pasal diet..ampes! huhu

Dan bloggers2 yg seangkatan dengan saye.. aliza, erin.. tu je kot? Yg lelain tuh dh ade anak pinak dah pun.. nak plan ape lagi ha...

Sedih + sedih

Hari yang tak berapa dinantikan dah tiba.. Woke up at 9 today (aku cuti hari ni ye.. he he) and terus terpacak depan lappie sayang nih.. Jap lagi flight balik KL at 2pm. He will be sending me to the airport (cabut from office kejap :p ) & i totally hate the feeling. Even masa woke up tadi pun dah ade this sedih2 punya feeling................. BUT, he will be going down to KL on the 10^th for the revised salary talk tapi day trip je.. takpelah, at least dapat menatap mukanya yang bulat tu.. he he..

Akhirnye, ade perkembangan positive dkt blog + fotopages aku. Oh ye, kalau agak2 rimas dgn entry mushy-mushy aku lately, feel free to hit the small X button on top right corner tuh. I don’t mind at all. Back to the reason for the frequent post.. me & housies actually baru je sign up for maxis broadband and the speed is damn wee wee lajoooo! Sungguh puas hatiku. Rasa dah lama benar terkeluar dari cyber world. Blog + FP + FS sume dh berusang.

Dalam pada aku hepi-hepi kt Miri ni, ade jugak feeling tak best. Umah sewa kitorang kena masuk dek perompak! Sungguh hampas punya perompak! Kebetulan pulak sume takde kt rumah (Aku & Suzie both kat miri, Yati balik JB, Aliza tido umah abangnye) so the house was totally in zero dweller mode + kebetulan jugak lampu umah tak dipasang.. Si perompak agak familiar dengan condition rumah sbb dia managed to go in thru kitchen’s ceiling. From there dia merompak dengan gembiranya & pecahkan pintu bilik aku (I always locked my room). Antara stuff2 yang dikenal pasti hilang:

From Suzie’s room: Suzie’s laptop (poor dear) + cincin emas pemberian neneknye..

From my room: A complete set of gold jewellery (ade rantai + pendant, 2 sets of earrings, bracelet + cincin berlian pemberian nenekku), USD 55 (konon nk tunggu rate naik baru nk exchange.. padan muke).. benda-benda lain aku lom dpt identify sebab i’m still at Miri.. akan jadi detective once i’m back in KL.

Yang pasti, only aku and Suzie je yang rugi. The remaining 2 housies baru balik ke rumah tu from job attachment + sambung masters. So, they have yet to penuhkan ruang2 rumah with their stuffs.. Syukur jugak ex-housies (padi) dah pindah.. kalau tak, dia punya barang mesti banyak kena sebat.. with all her wedding stuffs.. syukur..syukur..

The best part is, I’ve asked Aliza to put my car keys underneath Suzie’s pillow as I’m away for the whole weekend. Of all the places yang dia geledah, bawah bantal Suzie je dia tak jengok! FUH!! Selamat kodok ku!!! Laptop aku jugak selamat berada di bawah katil.. i’m not sure dia tak Nampak or laptop aku yang tersorok.. rasanya, the location is very clear to see.. ade hikmah tuh.. syukur lagi...

Si tuan rumah EN. Guna yang tak berapa berguna tu pulak refused to visit the house and discuss with us on the safety issue. Si yati dah berhempas pulas gaduh dengan encik guna tuh tapi dia tetap tanak datang. Hampeh punya owner! Takpe, bulan ni tak payah bayar duit sewa! Buat betulkan ceiling. He he he..

2 hrs to go before I leave Miri City.. Erin, jangan jeles2.. nanti buat la mcm aku.. arrange meeting kt sini on Friday + take extra day off.. he he he.. free vacation gitu!

Nak sambung layan perasaan sedih....

Pictures of my room selepas dilawati encik perompak...

.Entrance bilik.

.Closet.

.Bedside table.


.Make up box...jam guess ku dlm kotak hikmat ni la.